Do you ever get the feeling...

That no matter what you do, its never enough? Not going to lie, I'm a bit discouraged at the moment about all of this. Part of me feels like "if what I do doesn't really matter...why waste my time?" This weekend Allen [pastor @ W.O.C.] talked about working as if you are working for God, not for man. I'm trying to keep that in mind, but its not my natural instinct or what I really want to do. Ahhh! Sorry for the venting! Ok, I'm good---thanks for reading this!

Foreverandever, etc.

Hmmm... I do love me some David Crowder! [thats where the title came from...you should listen to this song sometime, its amazing!]

There are sooo many things that have been going on recently, I'm trying to figure out the most logical way of writing it all out so that it will make sense. I think a bulleted list is in order! :

• GOD IS AMAZING!!! He's teaching me to trust and to lean on Him, and while it is absolutely terrifying, its also been a time when I have grown in my walk with Him.
• Sean and I moved this past weekend into an apartment! ...well actually, my stuff moved into the apartment minus my clothes and things I have to have at the house. No, we're not 'living in sin'... [people have been asking that a lot!] Its very exciting!
• JOSH TAYLOR IS THE COOLEST GUY EVER!!! Not just anybody could sing "Jesus loves you, Jesus loves you, but I have mixed feelings" haha!
• Wednesday nights have become my Joy and Rjo night, which I love! Its amazing to see how God brings people into my life and uses them to minister to me, encourage me, and listen to me vent. Its also amazing when you have a friendship where anytime you hang out with this person it is glorifying to God---this is TOTALLY the case with Joy! ... and she's teaching me to cook---God be with us! I'm going to be operating an oven!
• I'm so over Wedding planning...i don't want to do one more thing thats wedding related other than wear that dress and marry that boy! Not that I'm not looking forward to the wedding, but I'm looking forward to being married to him too and stuff after the wedding! [no shading comments about me looking forward to things that will happen after the wedding...wait...i just did that didn't I? CRAP! haha! :) ]
• I love the gathering!
• Karen Petersen is a super hero. end of story.

Ok, thats about it for now...I'll attempt to keep up with the blog a little better than the first time I had one!